I sit with my sweet sister, my brother’s wife, this 26-year-old mommy of a 16-month old, watching her life ebb away. She has fought hard for her husband and son, fought hard against this cancer that is quickly overtaking her lungs, her bones, her eyes, her brain.
We now want her to just rest.
Cancer.
Such a hideous piece of this broken world. This broken world that can yet be so beautiful.
Why does God allow things to go on the way that they are? If He knew ahead of time the brokenness, the fallenness, the sin of this world, why begin? If He knew He would have to send the flood, send His Son, why create at all?
I have been wondering for a long time.
I don’t have any answers, just a few “perhaps’”.
Perhaps, just perhaps, it was the only way.
If God created with a purpose, a future purpose as well as a present purpose, perhaps this brokenness is the only way to reach that future goal.
My mind protests.
If He is God, can’t He create a world that has already reached that goal? Can’t He do anything?
I think it through.
Yes, He can do anything. Anything, that is, which is not nonsense, not just silly.
Perhaps, just perhaps, creating a world that has instantly reached God’s future purpose is as silly, as nonsensical, as creating a round square, a four-sided triangle, a circle with corners.
Perhaps the journey is essential to the goal.
I wonder and ponder for several days as I go about my daily work.
Then I receive a gift from my family: a bit of time alone.
That is when I read this:
Music challenges the belief that the longer something takes, the worse it will be…Music, in a very concentrated way, tells us that something can take time AND be good. Music takes time to be what it is, and as such can be glorious. It can remind us that it is not a failing of the created world that it reaches its fulfillment only through time. This is part of the way God made things. The created world takes time to be what it is. ~ Begbie, Resounding Truth
Ah.
Why DO we persist in thinking that God’s delay in coming and making all things perfect is a bad thing, that somehow He is impatiently waiting for something to happen so that He can be allowed to return?
IF (this is, don’t forget, just an “if”) all of this brokenness, all of this fallen-ness is essential to bringing about the new earth in which:
the dwelling of God is with men, and He will live with them. They will be His people, and God Himself will be with them and be their God…It (Jerusalem) shone with the glory of God, and its brilliance was like that of a very precious jewel, like a jasper, clear as crystal. ~ Revelation 21.3,11
THEN
Let us:
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! … Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. ~ Philippians 4.4-6
I don’t mean that we shouldn’t long for Christ’s return, wait anxiously for all to be set right again. The Bible is clear that we should yearn for the day when we shall see God.
And God’s delay, these thousands of years between the beginning and the end, is a gift, not a curse.
I don’t pretend to understand how. So much of this world seems so bad to me. We probably won’t understand until the end.
We must, however, give thanks and know that time is a gift and is part of the way God made things. This middle of the story is what moves us from the beginning to the beautiful, glorious end.
The created world takes time to be what it is.
Thank You, Lord God, for doing whatever it takes to carry all of creation into its glorious end…which is, after all, only the beginning.
Cancer.
The created world takes time to be what it is. 
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